Our little dude was also a big surprise. I found out on Xeresh’s first birthday that I was already 6weeks pregnant and needless to say I was in tears. This wasn’t how we planned it and I didn’t know if I was going to be able to do it, but it was happening. Doing it the second time was very different, but more beautiful in many ways. This time round there was a little girl who shared in the excitement and watching her kiss my tummy and singing to her baby brother moved me. I was experiencing life inside and outside and I watched them connect. This boy changed us all an we love him for it!